A long time ago, my best friend told me they have a distant Aunt ancestor, who sends them birds. They're a special connected ancestor, who watches and lives in them. They've seen many exotic birds, they just knew it was her saying hey, saying you're strong, saying I'm with you. I remember wondering who that could be for me.
I started looking at my tree for three reasons, to find who had diabetes(or had chronicillness), to find who may have been LGBT, and to find my special ancestor like my friend's. Ever since discovering this man, I have wondered if this man is all three. I have had a number of dreams about him, and my imagination has ran with them. All of my research of him has backed up these dreams.
Alexius is someone who I look at, and I feel so familiar with. I see his face, and I feel his life lived. It sometimes surprises me so much that we never met. I asked him, how can I understand him better, how can I understand my ancestors better. And then pulled these two cards.
I had a huge December to January developing my messages and conversations with spirits. I was told to take a break, rest, heal ect. Everytime I think too hard about other ancestors, and mysteries, my mind is pulled back to him, like an anchor. I've asked other ancestors questions, but my mind wanders to Alexius when I shuffle, and the cards come out confused. My anchor to my calm, ancestor reminding me to rest.
I really encourage all of you to find your family on find a grave, or ancestry. You might find your special ancestor, your Alexius.
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