~ § ❤️🩹 I've needed some time to heal. It's immensely difficult to work through trauma when you would rather throw yourself into a new job(s), forget the incessant stalking patterns, bury the non consensual aspects, act like everything's fine & just— instead of just simply taking a step back or two or three. Instead of just simply breathing & feeling, it's somehow disgustingly easier to further rip yourself apart after others already broke your seams. I still need quite some time to heal, so I won't check in again until I've reached 2 months & 17 days of freedom for me & my family; for me & Mon Cœur, Mon Gift, Mon Monde; for me & my ancestors. 🌏💖🌏🦋🌏🪷🌏🪷🌏🦋🌏💖🌏 Happy Freedom Anni to me🩷, to my precious stüdmüffîn❤️🔥, to my Lil Sis💕, my Bro Bro💙, my Mumsy💜, my Big Sis🩵, Mi Abuelita💟, my Father💚 & all of the relatives who had a huge part in guiding me through these painstaking hurdles in my life via my dreams / astral projection; Aunt Farah🩷 & Grandpa Roger💛. #HappyFreedomAnni || #DVsurvivor || #EAsurvivor #PAsurvivor || #RXPEsurvivor #NAsurvivor || #SAsurvivor || #TraumaSurvivor || #DontPreventTheHealing || #LYT / #LiveYourTruths || #TheCourageSheWrote || #HTBRILW / #HowTheBestRevengeIsLivingWell || #SILFTB / #SayItLouderForTheBack || #hello #survivor #enddomesticviolence