I've learnt to trust what I see & feel in the astral field. As I move deeper into the realm of energetics, I'm learning to trust the sensations in the 3d & take action from there.
Universal energy surrounds us & flows through all living things. Energetically linking each of us to all other beings. Your energy is my energy & everyone inbetween. It therefore follows that the vibration of those around you will impact or react with your frequency.
You know people who you can't spend more than 10 mins with before you feel drained & others who feel like sunshine, effortlessly fillling your cup with their presence.
Resonance or dissonance.
This is what I'm tuning into. As self care, I will not put my energetic body under the stress of spending time with those who do not resonate. My people pleasing & fear of judgement are ready to be shed.
I've pulled The Fool card 2 days running. A new beginning & to fearlessly step onto my path.
I was unsure of the meaning for my life at first. But another couple of cards & it all made sense.
The 4 of Wands (a party card) gave me a feeling of fomo. But the lone candle burns. Its flame bright, untouched, it felt inviting, not isolated.
The eye on the large Fool card; the judgement of others. I saw myself at the centre of The Enchanter. My energy pulled & disrupted by the wants of others, but The Dancer brought the solution. To express myself unashamedly. Letting the world see me for who I truly am. Embracing the parts of myself that I've made more palatable to others in the past.
The tiny Fool card sees me leaping into the seed of life; a sacred geometrical shape symbolising the interconnection of life on Earth & universal existence. Fully leaping into my energetic realm & owning it.
I was recently invited to an event that I do not want to attend, the message sitting in my inbox giving me anxiety. Do I make an excuse not to attend? No! A new beginning. No fear of judgement. A message of well wishes, "this isn't for me" & I left the group. No amount of people pleasing can bring this level of peace to your nervous system.
Protect your energy.
Listen to & follow the niggles, your body is speaking to you.